Weather in our area this past week fell back into a pattern of three or four days of clouds followed by a day or two of sunshine or brighter skies. This pattern has become typical for January where we live, but this fact does not make it any easier to accept at times, especially when there is a need or strong desire to just see some sunlight instead of a wall of gray clouds. Our adventures this week led us on a search for light, which turned into a rather circuitous path. This has also become a normal pattern in our household. We start out with a clear destination, but end up taking the long way to get there due to circumstances beyond our control. We thought we’d share a few things we learned this week about the light and our paths taken upon life’s journey.
“In Him was life, and the life was the light of all people.” –John 1:4
Lesson of the Week: Learning to Lean
Our week started off with an experiment. We noticed the amaryllis growing by the windowsill starting to lean steeply toward the light of the window. The bulb we planted at Christmas now has four shoots, two of which have buds on them. The tallest shoot was leaning away from the center of the bulb toward the window, so I turned the pot the plant was growing in so that the leaning shoot was furthest away from the window. The experiment was to see if the shoot would redirect its growth back toward the light. The position adjustment was made on Sunday.
By Tuesday morning, just two days later, the shoot that had been leaning was now standing straight. Though we had little sunshine, the amount of daylight hours was all the shoot needed to redirect its growth path. Now, we don’t know how much of an internal disruption this was to the amaryllis, so we cannot comment on the amount of true effort required to make the change. However, we can visually see the impact of the effort put forth.
Another day passed, and we noticed the same shoot now leaning in toward the window at a different angle than the previous one. Once again, we turned the pot so the shoot was leaning away from the window and the light. This afternoon, we noticed the shoot starting to straighten once again. It still has about ten degrees to move before becoming vertical again, and based on our prior observations, should be close to a vertical or straight position by Sunday. The one change that may foil our prediction is the growing bud on the end of the shoot. The bud is adding resistance to the movement with its weight as it grows and prepares to bloom.
Like the amaryllis, we humans often need to bend in order to reach the light. We may need to alter our course or path to reach our growth potential or destination. Factors beyond and within our control may alter the path we take to reach the light. Sometimes we may travel in the path of the light, but other times we may have to go through the darkness to actually reach the light. Regardless of the path taken, our choices are influenced by the nutrients (knowledge, love, kindness, encouragement, etc.) soaked up along the way. What we find in the end may or may not be what was expected, but it will be part of life.
“All things must come to the soul from its roots, from where it is planted.” –St. Teresa of Avila
Treat of the Week: Let the Light Speak
Though my runs and bike rides this week were rather cold with temperatures in the upper teens and mid twenty degree range, I still found enjoyment and renewed energy in doing these activities. Granted, I did question my sanity on several occasions when I had trouble feeling my hands and feet, but something inside said to keep going, keep seeking, and keep the faith. I was not disappointed, for even on the gray, cloudy days, I found a ray of light in the sky offering encouragement.
The most challenging day was Sunday with a morning temperature of 11⁰F. It was cold, for sure, but a hint of light on the horizon told me the sunrise would be spectacular, and experience told me the best place to view it would be along my running route. It took about four miles for me to feel warm while running, but the fact the sun was quickly emerging over the trees in the east made conditions more bearable. As I ran, I said my prayers and reflected on daily scripture readings and the mass I had watched on YouTube before sunrise.
After mile four, I simply let my mind wander as I took in the sunrise and heard the birds calling and crunch of freshly fallen snow beneath my feet. As the snow sparkled in the sun’s light, a sense of peace and warmth washed over me. The eastern sky was awash in a rainbow of colors at this point, and spoke directly to my wondering and wandering soul. The words were clear like the crisp air and gentle like a father or mother patiently teaching a child.
The words and what I saw seemed to rhyme, and as I thought on them and repeated them, I realized I had a pretty good poem in the making going on in my head and heart. This is how I write, and yes, it is not normal, but it is what God gives me to use, so far be it from me to complain. At one point, the words were coming faster than I could keep up mentally, so I asked God to slow down a minute until my mind could bend itself enough to fit everything inside.
By the end of eight miles, I was starting to feel a bit drained physically from the cold and the emotion of the experience. Looking out across the fields at the sun’s light and hearing the stillness around me reassured me that I would be just fine after a hot shower and writing the words down on paper so I would not lose them. This turned out to be true.
I sent the words along with some pictures I had taken that morning to a group of friends via email. Later that day and throughout the week, several friends responded. Now this is where the real treat comes in to play. A number of the responses were received on days when the skies were gray. The kind words of the responses acted as a light for the day to help me find the strength and encouragement to keep moving forward despite some difficult situations encountered during the week.
Sharing my experience in and of the light with others offered them a light of their own. The light they found allowed them to radiate another kind of light back to me. What started out as sunrise Sunday morning turned into light throughout the week to help several people find their way along the paths they are navigating.
“Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of the Lord will be your rear guard.” -Isaiah 58:8
Theme of the Week: Well-Being for Thee
Looking back on our readings and life adventures this week, we found a common theme. Though the readings and stories shared in them were about a variety of topics, subjects, and characters, the common thread among them was that of well being.
Several of the readings were about animals and what the authors had learned from these creatures. One author shared an experience with dolphins, a second author told of a cow and her calf, the third author wrote about a cat, and the fourth writer reflected on a cardinal and the connection it gave her to home. Other readings offered reflections on single words such as oneness, mindfulness, healing, gratitude, and forgiveness. All of these readings offered examples of daily life with connections to God’s blessings both hidden and seen. These readings also offer insight to how relationships in life influence us. These relationships may be with elements of the physical earth (such as light, wind, and water), animals and people, or states of emotion.
Each story tells of different perspectives from which to view life. These perspectives may be in the light or the dark, past or present, tangible or intangible. Yet all of the perspectives act as a light to a path. These lights and paths are what lead us from the planted seeds that we are to the grown plants we become. As we mature and grow, our well-being is impacted by our environment and reactions to this environment.
Reflecting on these readings allowed us to realize that we don’t always have to walk in the light to find the light. Sometimes in the dark is where we find the brightest light to shine upon our path. Whether walking in the light or the dark, if we keep the well-being of ourselves and others as our focus, we can navigate the many paths that one must take in life to fully experience living life.
“In order for the light to shine so brightly, the darkness must be present.” –Sir Francis Bacon
May the light we seek allow us to find peace. May we learn to bend as we grow in the light of faith, and may the light we share lead to the finding of one’s path.
The Light Upon One’s Path
-Lisa A. Wisniewski
A Note of Thanks
Our thanks this week is actually a remembrance of a special person who helped us find the light along our path. We remember Great Aunt Theresa, whose birthday was January 26th. Though she has watched over us from heaven since her passing in 2008, we still feel the presence of her light.
-Lisa, Sadie, and Leo